~kronoLog!~

juz counting down the date to go back home..
x bley happy sgt exam juz around the corner..aiyaa..
nk bebel in mandarin x reti lg..

3 bahasa yg aku nk sgt blajar..
i.mAnDaR!N
ii.jApAn
iii.kOrEaN

aku rasa may be i'm gonna miss Nilai..
sebab this is the 1st place where i stayed far away
from my family..
aku dh besar..besar punyerrr..!!!

every single moment whether sweet or bad,
still keeping in my mind..
even sllu jer aku caci Nilai yg x bernilai nie..

hope aku lepas g gombak,
have new resolution kt sana,
skang aku realise..

yg sebenarnya aku x penah amik kesah..
sal exam & result aku masa dulu,
no wonder laa result aku cukup2 mkn..

masa 1st year dulu aku sllu sgt main,
x penah serius,
skang menyesal bila result cukup2 mkn..

tp skang aku baik laa gak kn,
mana der aku smoking,involved ngn drug..
nakal jer..

kerek?
what kind of joke?
aku kerek?

x kenal maka x cinta,
sume budak2 kt cnie ckp gua kerek..
der gua kesah???

skang aku percaya dont judge a book,
by its cover,
dont judge a water by its colour..

air oren pun leh jdi air nenas,
cm aku kena kt cafe mak cik ritue,
aku igt air oren,skli..
air nenas terpekik gua kt c tue..

org selekeh,
x semestinya miskin,
org bergaya,
x semestinya kaya,
then...
org cantik,
x semestinya baik,
org handsome,
x semestinya kacak..

well nie laaa lumrah hidup..
kerek x semestinya sombong..

ikHLaS fRoM..*M!era*

~the memory of yesterday~

cm bese laaa bila boring aku update blog aku,
tp asenyer hmpir tiap2 ari aku update..

sebut sal update good idea der s'thing to talk..
pg td just as soon as aku bgun tido, aku g bilik study..

tue laa rutin aku b4 mandi g lepak sorg2 kt bilik stdy,
tgok org lalu lalang kt lua, then aku nmpk kotak buku kt bwh meja study aku,
aku kemas then..
aku jmp kad b'day yg dh lama aku simpan kt c tue,

dh setahun kad tue der kt aku..
kad tue geng lama aku yg kasi masa b'day aku ke 18 kt bilik lama,
skang ktorg pn dh berpecah, juz jmp pn tego2 cm tue..
sometimes,aku admit laa jgak aku rindu moment ngn dorg,
tapi..kdg2 aku benci, and aku try tuk lupa sume moment tue,
i am hating my memories,
when i dont actually hates all of them hating things are not a bad thing..
but,actually no matter what happens,

i never forget all of my friends..
tue laa membe2 1st aku kenal masa aku stay kt Nilai, tp sbnrnya,aku dh hampir lupa sume memories tue.. sowry guys..

*m!era*

~sLeepy..~

jenayah membawa padah..
mmg tepat sentence nie tuk aku..

bodoh gler aku nie,
nie sume gara2 t'lebih & krg tido

e'day bangun kol 1,
petang mmg dh leh tido laaa
pas mkn kol 8 pm surely aku ngntok

smlm ps mkn aku ngntuk,
pas aku stdy ckit,
aku g smbhyg ..

then aku ngntok,
aku pun merangkak laa cm pengemis
tido smp kol 11.50 pm

aku tengok hp,
der 3 mesej
1 missed kol..

aku g mandi,study jap
tiba2 perut lapo..

masak maggie,then fiefa ajak tgok citer
best giler citer tue..
Drag me to the Hell..

bila dh tido kol 8-11.5o,
sure punyer x kn dpt tido mlm
ps tgok cter,
dh kol 4 pg..

borak jp,
aku tido tpi fiefa ngn balqis,
x nk nek tas katil..

pg bgun kol 1..
ader best??
tgok hp..

2 mesej..
sib bek abah x kol
kang x pasal2 kantoi bgn lwt

mmg obvious gler,
mata aku dh kecik..
coz kurg & lbih tido..


bosan..aku x taw pe yg aku taip nie,
jnji rinie der gk blog tuk tatapan..

bye, L.oV.e *m!era*

~guLa-guLa`

aku der citer...
b4 i sleep,
b4 i 4get,lets start da story..

this story i got from my frens..
this story from real story..

terjadi plk kt kg.baru,kl
sorg mak ngn anak dier tah g mne tah

c anak stay kt seat belakang,tgh tido
c mak nie plak ngh drive
terdengar c anak tiba2 ketawa..

c mak nie pun wat jela cm bese coz x der pape
smp ktumah,c mak tanya kt c anak..

mak:adik,kenapa adik ketawa tadi?
anak:adik main ngn kawan adik tadi,gula-gula..dia ajak g tmpt dier

aku dgr pun seram,definisi gula-gula bg seorang budak adalah..?????
fikir sendiri je laaa

thats all nk tido dh chowww..
love,
m!era..

~nOtHiNG~

this is the 3rd times i write blog 4 today..
i breached my promise to study tonite juz b'coz tgok movie ngn mmbe2..

rasa bersalah,
stupid thing is when i never know when 10 feb is..
not the date of blind date,but my final exam will be held on that date,
guess what,10 feb is next week which is on wednesday..

suicide or homicide?
definitely manslaughter..

kempunan nk mkn laksa,
x dpt..

miss my mum suddenly
i'm not a kind of homesick..

i will write my blog so many as i can tonite
cuti 4 bulan dont know what to do..

i really hates my schoolmate even they didnt do anything to me..
heLL yeah,i hates someone in my class when i was in school

sigh..
hurmmm..damn girl

i hates that girl when i got a news that she was unhappy
when i was choosen as a school prefect..

bLahh laa lu,
i dont really care,
she got everything in her life,,

well like i said b4,
dunia mmg x adil especially human being cm aku

what to do?
study?
menyanyi?
jgn wt pasal dh kol 3 pg

talk about my dreams..
jom..
to be continue,,

sincerely,
m!era,peace one love..

~HaR!..HaR!..

Isnin,Selasa,Rabu,Khamis,Jumaat,Sabtu,Ahad = 7 hari dlm seminggu
equal 24 hours per day,168 hours per week..

every single day aku wat bnda yg sama,
g kelas,balik kelas,makan,tido,borak..

xder kemajuan..cam nie rutin harian yg bosan kna aku lalui..
ase cm nk bakar Nilai nie so that sume students leh blah dari Nilai

layan lagu?
skang dh x bpe layan lagu indie,
sejak masuk sem nie x lyn lgsg

mesti byk band indie kt lua yg aku x knl
skang layan lagu korea ngn mandarin

rindu acap..

3 perkara nk ajak acap:

!.jom mkn KFC coz tue fav dier

2.main ngn dier

3.nk naik bskal baru dier

single..x kisah coz aku x pnah laaa plak der balak,
crush on s'1 tue pnah laa
nk kapel? not yet..

gpn ramai laki ckp aku sombong & garang,wrong facts..!!
like i care? igt korg x nk,aku x leh idup ke?
(proud to be S!NGLE)

thats all 4 tonite..

p.E.a.C.e ! LovE.*.m!era*

~PrEpArAt!oN eXaM~

Next week exam,10/2..
x prepare pa pe..

bajet nk dpt A,dis week aku dh wat s'thing
yg b'pekdah which is study after smbhyg subuh..

then dh cukup masa continue sleep,like it was my
last day..

pg tadi after study smbung tido,
bgun plak bek nyer kol 12..

x senonoh..anak dara wat cm tue..
kol 1 der course briefing tuk g Gombak

pns gler ms otw nk g sem hall..
dunia nk kiamat laa tue..

Atie tego mke bru bgn tido..
untung dpt mmbe yg memahami..

ptg cm nie bosan bile aku x tido
dh puas tido cm org mti..

room8 sume d'ulit mimpi,
x der teman nk ajak borak

nk text mmbe len?
MALAS..nk taip

on9 fb..bosan balik2 bnda yg sama..
nk add c dia segan..

tp sempat bc bLog c dia..
nmpk jer cm tue upernyer x laa jahat sgt c dia..

nk tido x ngntok..
nk study,x der mood..
malam karang laa ngn Balqis

Love, *m!era*