~xpP3sS!oN aKu...~

jam kol 2.45 pagi..sjer nk menaip borink sgt,baru pas study next week exam..dis week last

class,sume subject dh bis bljr..lapaq laa plak..ptg tadi dh bedal kfc..nie balqis laa ada ka p minum

pepsi leh ckp "aku minum pepsi nie teringat kt kfc" aku plak tgh hungry like crazy coz baru bgun

tidoq..pa g pas smbhyg zohor kami pun bersiap laaa p attack kfc..

cm besa laaa fav. aku semestinya dinner plate,aku x kisah org nk ckp bdn aku kecik mkn

kuat,bkn aku usik duit hampa pun..balik ja taw jela kn perut kenyang pa g merangkak tas katil

laaaa cm ular sawa,mlm aku lapaq la plak,nie gara2 nk mkn laksa x dpt laaa nie..kol mak cik

cafe,dia kata laksa dh biss..

nk wat milo?? aku mls nk bancuh,lantak laa miera oiii lapaq hg pya pasai laaa..sllu kalo time nie

kalo kt umah dh lama aku bkk tv,dok congok sorg2..sembang ngn membe taw jela,merapu ja

lbih..dgaq cita balqis dok bercinta masa muda2 dulu..lawah pun daaa..

nk masak maggie? suadah tentu tidak..dh dekat kol 3 pagi,akumls nk basuh mangkuk..nk p

berjalan bilik study p masak aiyaq pns uisshhh x mau aku..nk kuaq bilik plak seram aku..

bateri laptop pun tinggal ckit,nk offdah laaa..gudnite..

~aKu & AvRiL LaViGnE

Aku meminati AvriL LaVigne since aku Form 1,dat time awal pertengahan tahun aku skolah menengah but aku sesi petang bila pagi aku 24 jam ngadap tv..nk dijadikan citer aku ske layan lagu then kt NTV 7 mmg sllu main clip video omputih..smpai laa 1st single Avril yg aku ske adalah ska8boy..b4 dat masa aku darjah 6 aku pernah tgok video clip complicated,dat time aku juz minat lagu & x der ati pun nk minat minah nie..

sambung blik cter aku cm ner aku leh minat Avril..then setiap hari aku dgr lagu minah nie & besides that aku ske stylo minah nie yg Rock & x seksi cm artis len..aku lebih ska artis pompuan yg Rock.. smp laaa skang aku still minat even umo aku dh 20 aku still minat dia..masa skolah dulu aku sllu beli utopia coz leh dpt poster free mne taw dpt poster Avril..

skang Avril dh x mcm dulu,skang gler feminine and album terbaru dia pun x best sgt..aku dulu sllu berangan nk style mcm dia but disebabkan aku bkn freehair so juz berangan jela.. skang aku juz tgok clip video dia yg lama2 coz aku minat Avril Lavigne yg dulu,yg bkn feminine and glerrr Rock..dh laaa pandai main gitar..comel..so far x der g laaa artis cm dia yg Rock and der style sndiri..sume seksi & feminine..

~jUz bE yOuRsELf~

hurmmm..well,sometimes it can be said that this world is unfair.People around us sometimes did not realize our existence.That was a normal thing when you live in this type of world (there is no other world actually,,stupid).

We tried so much to please other people,but at the same time we are just hurting our self..like me..tried to be a polite,a girl with a good manner,tried to put so much effort to please someone else but it just wasting my time by doing such thing because it does not give anything to me..

macam budak bodoh..in previous,i really don't care about people around me,if you want to die,just die..But in this time,i had learned something,which is how rude we are,how bad we are,one thing that we have to know..which is..try to consider the others feeling..

dis time aku try the best thing as i can to make my family,my buddies and people around me happy..I admit that i have a short tempered,but i'm not a sort of person that throw my tempered to other person..

Actually to tell the truth,i will be kindhearted for those who are kind with me,and vice versa..but sometimes when people did something bad to me,i just leave it,because i don't like to make chaos..

but actually when you are granted with lots of kindness,people can take advantages easily,sort of people that should die in short period..i hate this kind of people,juz take easy way to fulfill their wish..kesian yg ditindas..

~pEsAn RoH kPd mAnUsiA hiDuP~

Dis articles i got from Metro last Friday or Saturday,i could not remember that because I was busy with my daily life..haahahhaha..I'm always busy.. :)

so juz check out:

APABILA roh keluar daripada jasad, ia akan berkata-kata dan seluruh isi alam sama ada di langit atau bumi akan mendengarnya, kecuali jin dan manusia. Apabila mayat dimandikan, lalu roh berkata:

"Wahai orang yang memandikan, aku minta kepadamu kerana Allah untuk melepaskan pakaianku dengan perlahan-lahan, sebab pada saat ini aku beristirahat daripada seretan malaikat maut". Selepas itu, mayat pula bersuara sambil merayu: "Wahai orang yang memandikan, janganlah engkau menuangkan airmu dalam keadaan panas. Begitu juga jangan menuangnya dengan air yang dingin kerana tubuhku terbakar apabila terlepasnya roh daripada tubuh".

“Sesungguhnya pada hari ini aku telah keluar dari rumahku dan aku tidak akan dapat kembali kepada mereka buat selama-lamanya.” Sesudah mayat diletakkan pada pengusung, sekali lagi diserunya kepada jemaah supaya jangan mempercepatkan mayatnya ke kubur selagi belum mendengar suara anak-anak dan sanak saudara buat kali terakhir.

Sesudah dibawa dan melangkah sebanyak tiga langkah dari rumah, roh pula berpesan: "Wahai Kekasihku, wahai saudaraku dan wahai anak-anakku, jangan kamu diperdaya dunia sebagaimana ia memperdayakan aku dan janganlah kamu lalai ketika ini sebagaimana ia melalaikan aku.

"Sesungguhnya aku tinggalkan apa yang aku telah aku kumpulkan untuk warisku dan sedikitpun mereka tidak mahu menanggung kesalahanku. Adapun di dunia, Allah menghisab aku, padahal kamu berasa senang dengan keduniaan. Dan mereka juga tidak mahu mendoakan aku.

Semoga article ini dapat memberikan kita pengajaran dan keinsafan sebagai manusia di muka bumi ini bahawa kematian itu sudah tentu..

~dEmi AbAh~

aku dh decide tuk try nasib amik education..ptg tadi aku kol abah tuk tanya whether dia ske ke x aku amik laws,then abah kol..abah cakap........

abah: awat acik tanya mcm tue?
aku:kat Uia der offer education tuk jd cikgu..
abah:amik laaa..try laa mintak
aku:tapi abah,acik minat laws..
abah:ikut acik laa,tapi kalo jd cikgu cerah ckit ms depan acik
aku:hurmmm..t acik apply

abah happy gler ms aku ckp Uia der offer education,aku smp menangis kt bilik study tuk decide future aku,then aku sms cikgu aku ms skolah dulu..

cikg fizah sokong aku amik laws n dier der kwn yg der xperience cm aku,kwn dier 2 org amik laws tp resign n amik cikgu..bila aku fikir blik mmg btol cikgu ckp coz kalo aku amik laws aku kna compete ngn bangsa len coz aku x amik syariah..

aku x kisah sacrifice dream aku tuk stdy laws as long as abah happy..gpn future cikgu mmg cerah,cikgu fizah ckp starting gaji pun dh 1900,x masuk elaun lagi..

cikgu fizah ckp lagi kalo aku amik TESL lg senang dpt coz x ramai yg amik TESL..aku rasa cm better amik education n may b laws aku leh sambung ble aku dh bis education or tengok laa..

cikgu fizah jugak der coh wat solat istikarah..thanks cikgu..
kalo nie yg leh wat abah ngn mak happy aku go on jer..

~aKu DiLeMmA~

bila dh besar,makin besar dugaan hidup..kdg2 bila fikir balik lagi best jd budak2,no probs at all juz main & bila mak pggil mkn nasi,mkn..aku dilemma skang nk teruskan laws or convert ke education,aku minat laws dari skolah lg,skang aku dh dpt belajar laws,aku dh bersyukur & seronok,tp skang aku dilemma bila aku fikir2 balik,laws nie aku juz takut x der job in future,sbnrnya aku nk sgt amik syariah but the thing is aku kna bljr arab yg leh wat org jd gler.. bila x amik syariah,bljr civil jer laa,jadi cikgu nie dream parent aku dari dulu lg,aku igt lg ble abah dpt taw aku dpt twrn bljr amik laws,abah cm x ske jer,tp skang dh ok dh laa..aku juz nk gembirakan parent aku jer ngn der jobs yg elok n leh sara dorg..aku seek advise dari best fren aku,fatin..dier ckp..

"ekonomi skang mmg x stabil,ssh nk cr job,bih bek lu bincang ngn parent lu la,baru dorg x kcik ati dgn lu or rs t'pinggir."
then,aku mnx opinion Lynn plak..
"mak aku ckp pgmbilan tuk guru skang terhad,coz gov.lbihkn bdk2 maktab,lgpn skang pencen guru smp 58,so guru byk lbih."
Lynn menambah lagi...

"Alaaa babe,kalo x jd lawyer pun x pe,kte jd la lecturer..lgpun,bkn kaw pena ckp ke laws tu kaw py impian,so why la nk tkr."

Lynn ckp lg cm nie plak..

"kaw bis kan degree dulu then amik dip in syariah setahun,still u can be a syariah lawyer.Aku pun wat cm tu sbb aku pn mmg nk syariah.."

Aku pun ngh fikir whether nk amik edu or not..my dream v. parent's dream.. fuhhh like a loser really hard to decide which is da best in future..

~bEaUtiFuL bRiDe~

hurmmm..ble dgr tajuk nie msti igt sal married kn..tp actually nie tjuk lagu terbaru FLYLEAF which band rock yg sllu nyanyi lagu ketuhanan..1st time dgr lagu bru dorg nie trus aku download..actually dis band aku minat gitu2 since aku form 5,dat time minat lagu dorang ALL AROUND ME..vocalist dier,sememangnya perempuan which is Cassie mmg gempak gler suara dier sreamo abis n der style sndiri..tp aku confused ckit dia band nie cm x feymes sgt laaa maybe coz vocalist dier x seksi kot..tp siyes best glerrr..!!
the most wanted..
1.All around me 2.Fully alive 3.Sorrow 4.I'm so sick 5.Beautiful bride

~sUpEr jUniOr LiVe iN MaLaYsiA~

Tiket masuk RM138,RM238,RM538 berbaloi ke kalo g ek?? kalo ikutkan aku sebenarnya x laaa minat thp extreme dorg nie juz minat sorg jer member of SUJU which is KIM HEECHUL wahhh bestnyerr kalo dpt jmp Heechul..but the thing is concert tue will be held on dis March,that time aku ada kt rumah..aiyaaa..cm ner nk g?? and mampu ke aku mmbeli tiket?? hahhahha..miss Heechul..

I'm still remember when Avril Lavigne was in Malaysia,aku nk sgt g tp dat time kalo aku g pun aku x taw nk merempat kt mne,dh laa concert tue mlm....wahhh missed from watched Avril's concert..aku mmg minat glerr ngn Avril.. now..SUJUplak nk dtg Malaysia..badget may b dlm 4 ratus..tgok dulu laaa..

HEECHUL..v...AVRIL LAVIGNE..hope that i can go there (Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil)..

~eVeRyThiNg wAs DoNE~

Alhamdulillah..everything that burden my head was gone..mooting dh settle juz waiting for final exam..at first masa moot mmg scaring gler,mcm2 dlm otak..nasib baik soalan tue aku bley jawab,aku 'goreng' jer jwpn tue supaya aku nmpk confident ckit.. after 2 weeks turun naik library,finally dh settle sume and aku leh goyang kaki..hahahhaa nk study plak tuk final takut x lepas plak g gombak..i'm gonna miss Nilai after this,coz Nilai laaa 1st place aku stay far away from family,kt cnie laa aku start learning what life is all about..and aku rasa i'm matured enough to decide something.. and from that mooting i learned something that how was i looked like if i really2 was a lawyer..hurmmm..God planned very well juz leav it to Him..aku pun x decide g whether aku nie dh cukup kuat ke tuk jadi peguam,mcm2 halangan kalo jadi peguam and actually to become a lawyer is not my parent's dream on me..enough for today..

mY t-sHiRt coLLeCtiOn..

my lovely t-shirt..actually that was my fav. kind of t-shirt,juz simple and not looks so feminine,have a lots of drawing on that shirt but not so messy and clumsy..especially white colour,coz dat was my fav.colour

dat pics aku kutip dari dir-tee clothing,sume t-shirt2 mmg walah semart r (smart) da price not so bad la below RM50,design pn nmpk cantik..byk lg gmbr t-shirt from dir-tee clothing aku upload kt facebook..kalo pakai ngn skinny sure cantik sehh,for those who are free hair mmg lagi gempak kalo pakai,so berbaloi laa kalo ada yg beli..

so swiiitt laaa dat clothes in dir-tee collection,dat clothes suitable glerrr kalo nk g gigs but me,i'm not kipas ssh mati (die hard fans of gigs),hang out ngn kwn2..nk jgk laaa..actually dat t-shirt only RM28..huhuhu..so swiittt yawww match ngn black skinny..hahahaha semart..

~mOoTiNg a GuiDe FoR sTuDenT~

Hari2 aku asyik tulis sal MOOTING jer..dh nie laaa yg sllu menyerabutkan kepala aku..3 hari lagi...pagi tadi at 8 o'clock,sume laws students kna dgr talk tuk guidelines mooting..bosan gler n ngantuk..but s'thing impress aku which is speaker tue muda gler even her age 32..it takes too long almost done on 1 pm..i got hungry dat time rase cm nk soh jer dat speaker stop n blah dr c tue..sib bek lunch was provided kalo x mmg mencetuskan kmrhn org ramai.. knape laaa aku rasa lmbt sgt masa nk berlalu,mls dh nk fikir sal bnde nie..masa speaker tue bg talk pn aku smpt g lena,aku conteng kertas,aku colour kuku aku ngn magic colour..wahhh mmg penat gler nk dgr..org len sdp2 cuti ktorg plak kne attend programmed nie,mcm laaa lecturer x leh bg guidelines dlm kls..contengan bongok aku semasa aku bosan,chek it out...

DiS wEeK oNly fOr 'dEaR' MoOtinG

oh Gosh..!!! i'm really so exhausted to do dis such thing,what the hell is that..mooting@mahkamah olok2..i'd spent a lot of my precious time to search the relevant previous case,arghhh..to many thing is there..pressure but slowly got an idea to ciplak & collect from the other group BUT my frens & i still keep up our effort to solve everything that unclear..

i'm counting down the days,when its gonna end...:( hell yeah it will be held on 18/Jan,library was fully with all laws students..ehmmm..how come laaaa i'm gonna face the reality lawyer's world if this thing pun i was pressure..so tired everydays we have to go to the library and sit in our group to discuss everything..penat..!!! but we have to do all this things by hook or by crook coz it gives 20 marks in final exam..gambate..gudluck miera..!!

i'm hApPy tOdAy..!!!!

today i have GPL class (General Principles Laws) and after that class mdm ksi marks tuk result mid sem..i feel like crazy heard that mdm gonna give our marks..aiyoooo...sorg jer yg gagal n da stupid thing is aku expect aku lah manusia itu..hahhaha coz aku jwb pn ala kdr jer coz at dat time aku baru jer kua spital..revision pn wat bese2 jer coz time tue aku cm unconcious as a rsult of aku demam n pitam..uishhh pnjg cter kalo nk story cm ner aku leh msuk spital..

but today aku happy sgt aku pass coz GPL nie laaa ramai yg kna repeat sbb failed,unexpected plak result aku lebih ckit dari ckup2 mkn..aku syg glerr rrr kt lecturer aku nie even dier ngajar,aku kureng fhm..susah gler nk xpress happiness aku nie after dpt result,rasa nk berguling pn der masa otw nk blik bilik bia sume students taw yg aku pass GPL hahahahha..x kisahhhh

my happiness today cannot be described by words llaaaaaa..!! thanks madam Mazbah luv u so much n da rest is more to my own effort laaaaa..miera hebat kakakakaka..